So tomorrow will be a week without any nicotine for me. No cigarettes, no dip (never liked that shit anyway), no gum, no snus, no e-cig. Cold turkey. And I haven’t felt this good in a while. I’ve also been going to the gym a lot lately and I went today for the first time since I quit and wow, what a difference!
After smoking multiple times a day every day for the past 4-5 years with very short breaks in between, I surprised myself by running and biking a combined ~8-10 miles and did various workouts to get my limbs back into practice. I used to run cross country in middle school and a very small portion of high school, so I must’ve plucked that hidden stamina from somewhere deep within me. I couldn’t have done this a week ago. I regret ever trying cigarettes and staying in the habit, it was so fucking stupid and careless.
After a session at the gym, I feel so much better. Each time I go my mood increases tenfold and even though I’m exhausted afterward, I still feel like I’ve got energy just because of how much better I feel about myself. This will definitely become a regular thing, though I never really considered myself the “gym type”. Funny how things change.
so it’s been 5 days without a cigarette. is it this normal to be so anxious and paranoid all the time upon quitting? I have this constant fear that something horrible is going to happen. I know it’s withdrawals but fuck.
If only guys were so aggressive towards rapists as they are towards the possibility of a woman not shaving for a month
If only women-
"NO ONE FUCKING CARES WHAT MEN THINK ABOUT WOMEN!!!" *continues rant bashing "guys" instead of "some people"*
So I got a haircut.